a little corner of the internet for
I built this little corner of the internet for you because I miss you, and I wanted to give you something that might make you smile. If it does, that's enough of a reason.
I built this, not because you needed one. But I just miss you so much, where all I think about is you — there's not a single day where I don't think about you.
You made ordinary days seem so special, just by your presence, by being you. You are the most amazing person to ever have touched my life, and everyone around you is so lucky to have you. I was lucky, and I know that.
I had a smile that never left my face, and now I hardly smile because you're not here. I will always appreciate you, and wish we had worked — somehow I still think we can.
Yours trulya few things I didn't say enough 💗
- the way loving you felt like the softest, quietest thing I'd ever known — gentle and steady, yet the purest thing I've ever felt
- how simply being near you felt like a quiet blessing from Allah, something I never took for granted
- how my heart still recognises you as someone rare, someone who left a mark that will never be erased
- I loved you more than anything, more than I could ever put into words — and the thought of what's happening now used to kill me, just thinking about being apart from you
- you were my prayer come true. I said it then, and I'll say it now — you were the answer to them
Days are just quieter and painful without you in them. Whatever happens next, I hope you always know how much light you carry — and how many lives are better for having you in them, mine was included.
a few of my favorites
first movie date, first time seeing you in glasses — my heart did a little flip and never really recovered
you were driving my car, I thought we were about to hit something — and later that day, when I dropped you off, I finally said I love you. even though I already knew it, long before that day.
first time I'd ever been on the tube in my life — you took me on it, and somehow a museum and the underground turned into one of my favorite dates
it took three tries to get it right, but waiting for that strip felt like the best part of the whole day — and I still catch myself looking at it, every single day
we found the boxing machine and you posted a score that genuinely left me speechless — I still don't know where that came from
when it was just me and you, and nothing else mattered
I don't know if this changes anything, or if you'll even read it. You don't have to message back, or feel like you owe me anything — I just miss you so much, and I can't stop thinking about you, my life is not the same without you in it. I just wish you were here always. I'm sorry.
I hope you're happy, keeping well, and looking left and right before crossing.